Fated

Music:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmnYqKl1LzE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmHkDZe7_48&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2uy6bry6W54&feature=related

Coursing (cursing?) civilisation on the Petone motorway 

As an anti matter experiment at CZERN. 

Consuming hungrily enthralling cloud visions;

The blinding gold Sauli-fying.

Soul-ly-fying.

Bon Iver surging; nurturing the epiphanic spirit.

Electricism ignited.

Pinkfloyd's 'forever and ever' dis-enthralling, 

Breaking, uplifting, torturing, 

Vulnerable.

Sunrise over winter-lings of nothingness

Turner's painting elicits this; 

The slaves thrown overboard, shackled, drowning

Compensating racial greed.

Yet, rawness compelled, 

Indulgent, romantic, callow, fibrous strokes

Compassionately give the

Guile-less sunset.

The raw terror; the raw divine.

Is it not dis-similar to the depressed man

Sunken below, drugged at large to a stupor

Electrically shocked to 'happiness'

Suicidally clear a few days later.

Only to de-robe himself

The dressing gown belt, 

The neck:

Only 2 inches off the floor.

To hang when the electricity had returned him

That happiness was and is happiness encumbered?

Is there no sublimity in this?

That mankind is defeated?

That nature nurtures?

Returning the rest whence they came,

To the comforts of the womb,

Secure; to be reborn?

Not to tamper; not to change.

Does nature nurture love?

Partnership, and singularity at large?

Is there impended doom for some

Who instead, nurture pain,

And potential non-love?

Do they create?

Do their-impended-doom-on-love genes surge onwards?

Nay, I think nature has other plans for us.

Maybe to live out loss vicariously?

Complicating simple love,

Dragging the last fragmented morsel our way,

Remembering, churning, claiming it for ourselves

Eternally.

The river flowing

Forever and ever.

Vampirish in moonshine, caught by headlights

Sustained by the last vicarious, draining morsel.

Does the satanic dance fall off our agenda?

Does the cosmic dance of Natraj slow?

I have no answer, but I think this song does....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dEgWy7kbew